i cant sleep.

i cant sleep.

i am thinking much abt what has happened thru out this life.

~lalala

just now i had this quarrel between me and some other guy...
nearly got into a nasty fight... thank god i didnt screw myself up...
huh? why it happened? is not a mystery. i realised it, yet i dont wanna do anything abt it.
i just wanted to be me. why cannot? aiyo...

im still studying and surveying on what ppl knew and perceive me.
im still not the perfect and real me.
i cannot be my own self.
i wanted to be good, but not anyone would appreciate.
i wanted to be bad, still everyone hated me...

why ?
u definitely cannot satisfy everyone...
this is split personality lor!

huh? i'll give some other 'me' a different names.
a nice me : hut
bad me : diskult
the real me : fadzli.

give opinions plz...

luv urself!