hye...

just now i got 'tepung & telur'-ed by my 'beloved' housemates...
i just finished having a shower when they started throwing eggs 2 me...
giler ah... abis rumah siot...
huhu damn syok u know... shuk looks like a pirate while all the other guys looked like a 50-yrs old grandpa... hahaha
the best part is, we go downstairs and started 2 kejar khairul and 'lauk'ed him as well...

GILER AH!!!

yesterday they didnt did it bcause i am in a very bad mood
mommy's sick on my birthday, so i rushed back 2 kl to see her...
hopefully she's fine now... i luv u mom!!!

cenotaphed.muzique - suraya by indigo
cenotaphed.mood - excited



im staring 2 a figure of yin yang right now...
im starting 2 think of something...
that we are a part of black, and a part of white (not that caucasian white)...
we are good, at the same time, we are bad...

to bad it is so difficult to balance it...
keep it low, or keep it hype?

uhhhh..... today is 26th august 2006...
my dearest mommy's birthday!!!
happy birthday mak!!! i luv you so much!
~i know u would not know that this stuff im typing right now exists...
but that doesn't matter... i still luv you!

dude~ 2morrow going 2 lake garden, monday got test, tuesday got presentation
haf 2 do this do that... hehe i luve it!

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im thinking of a new quote rather than what is cenotaph? thingie...
so starting this post, im going to quote what im hearing 2 right now and what is my current mood... so here it goes...

cenotaphed.muzique ~ hello by lionel richie... ~
cenotaphed.mood ~ hello? is it me that u looking for? i miss the feeling of the passion to luve
someone... ~



i cant sleep.

i cant sleep.

i am thinking much abt what has happened thru out this life.

~lalala

just now i had this quarrel between me and some other guy...
nearly got into a nasty fight... thank god i didnt screw myself up...
huh? why it happened? is not a mystery. i realised it, yet i dont wanna do anything abt it.
i just wanted to be me. why cannot? aiyo...

im still studying and surveying on what ppl knew and perceive me.
im still not the perfect and real me.
i cannot be my own self.
i wanted to be good, but not anyone would appreciate.
i wanted to be bad, still everyone hated me...

why ?
u definitely cannot satisfy everyone...
this is split personality lor!

huh? i'll give some other 'me' a different names.
a nice me : hut
bad me : diskult
the real me : fadzli.

give opinions plz...

luv urself!



haiyo...

to this time, im still wondering why i didn't go back to home yesterday...
im stuck at puncak now... my otai frens from uitm johor and jengka is coming to shah alam!!!
i wanted 2 go back now, exactly at 11.35, august 19th...

huh...
im stucked ere because of wan... aiya... this fellow told me he wanted to go to kl at 8,
but now!!! harrr.... janji jepun btul la....
hrmm... shuk and khairul went to malacca already... nobody's home except 4 me and wan...

huh...
currently waiting 4 my fren azfar to come to komuter...
going 2 fetch him up & send to main campus...

huh...
byk keje... duit x dpt!!!

hahaha... kalu member problem takpe...
jgn lak mcm mamat 2, lupe member and tinggalkan member pastu dtg mintak
tlg blk kat org yg dia tinggalkan...
wtf? go 2 hell la u f*cker!... gi la mintak tlg cabel2 ko

~FIN
so, what is cenotaph?
~it was built by frenship. true frenship.



hhmmm... hi guys.

i was actually in a lab rite now.
hehh... this class is so boring la...
luckily i have this internet connection here.
huhu i cannot comment much now bout anything in this blog.
nanti somebody will get jailed mah!...

sorry.

looks like my current post and my previous posts' gap were damn long because...
erm basically i have no internet conection at home,
i dont want 2 waste my money in the cyber cafes,
and i lost all my future posts i saved in my pc...

huhu~~.

the whole new semester thing is currently quite exciting for the 1st place but...
i rather not comment anything ere much... but basically, it was fun!
huh... 4 this sem, i moved from my previous home into my new home...
not did i have some glitch with them, but i wanted a whole new experience while im still ere!!!

lalala~~

~FIN
so, what is cenotaph?
~hei, go 2 the puncak's library and find the photographies shelf. theres a book called body horror... go check some of the pages... heheh death at the cenotaph.