gosh dude...
feels like freaking lifted rite now man...
whoaaa..

just finished our frightening presentation just now...
game's off ma'am coz we rocks!
hahahaaa...

giler babs seh kene puJI!!!
i personally thought that our group will be the one whose getting the ass beaten by the lecturer..
so was the thrills and spills, getting lost with imaginations that we suck(ed!)...
but hell man, nothing bad did happened 2 us...
pheW!

the lecturer thought that ours are specially unique and are VERY2 nice!
=))
whollots and lots and lotsa regards 2 my groupmates, my lil luvey naddy, sue(y-chai) and mattoyol

weeheeee....!



it's been a while since i wrote something here..
lets put it straight...

im enjoying my life to the fullest extend rite now..
got my luvely sweetheart by my side..
got rid (almost) all of my head-scratching, ass-kicking stupid, idiotic, crappy confrontations and conflicts..
got my full license.. (pheW!)
life wasn't preety m u c h the same b4.. iTS gggggggggggRRRRRREEEaaaaT!

=) hahaha... getting used to psychological terms for daily usage..

tata!





here it sings,
the subtle cure from my heart,
the pure rendition from my soul,
the illumination of the truth, from me.

guilt,
for the strokes ive landed,
for the moments ive stranded,
for the dreams i created,
inside the wrath of loneliness.
im so petrified,
for the fear of losing you,
for the feelings i had for you,
the feelings ive never imagined before,
and for the hopeless thought of having you.

here it sings,
the times i lost,
the tales ive told,
the tears you dropped,
and the tremors you stomped.

gone,
the fearful memories,
the tearful memories,
the long gone,
forgotten memories.

here it sings,
the new hope,
the new future,
the destined shine,
that waited us,
for all this while.

came,
you into this fragile, empty, and dark heart,
to be filled with succelent, bright, and joyful memories,
and let it drowned,
into the sweetness of romance,
into the sweetness of passion,
into the sweetness of love.
came,
you into my lonely heart,
that already been placed for you,
since the beginning of time.

here it rhymes,
here it goes,
and here it sings.

can't imagine,
what will happen,
when there's no you in my life,
because you'll know,
that i'll be dying, slowly and painfully,
from the pain i never imagined.

because every breath i take, its all about you,
because when i breath again, my heart beats you,
because babe, im so drowned,
drowning inside of love,
drowning inside of you.

i am looking at you now,
without no fears,
and no worries.
i am looking at you now,
as i always did before,
straight into your eyes,
and into your heart.

the stars misses me,
the sands misses me,
the breeze misses me,
the shore misses me,
but i miss you,
and i love you... so much.

here it sings, again and again. the song from my heart =)



hahaha...
let me say this...
i am born and raised with the sense of responsibility and respect...
and i value frenship till it very foundation...
well...
i knoe that most people didn't haf the same kind of exposure as mine...
i wudn't care much abt it...
as long as i preserve ur dignity, and i respect u, anything goes...
im not keen enough to respect people which ar undisputely, unrespectable...
well...
who gives a damn aite?
hahaha...
just awesome!!!
i luve it...
a very new experience 4 me then...
long live frenship...
this post is dedicated 2 everyone who appreciate d value of frenship...
being a gentleman is so respectful...
everyone shud try it...
its free and its cooL!

hehehe...
lAlaaaaLAa....

im not a kid ey?
im matured enough to think wisely...
and im proud of it..
eventho i may not look like a matured guy...
well...
who gives a damn...

lOve iT!!!



Thank you for healing the crippled side of me with so much love, and so much faith, and so much of you.. just filled with u.

Yours WHOLESOME SELF OWNERSHIPLY,
Nadia.



hye...

just now i got 'tepung & telur'-ed by my 'beloved' housemates...
i just finished having a shower when they started throwing eggs 2 me...
giler ah... abis rumah siot...
huhu damn syok u know... shuk looks like a pirate while all the other guys looked like a 50-yrs old grandpa... hahaha
the best part is, we go downstairs and started 2 kejar khairul and 'lauk'ed him as well...

GILER AH!!!

yesterday they didnt did it bcause i am in a very bad mood
mommy's sick on my birthday, so i rushed back 2 kl to see her...
hopefully she's fine now... i luv u mom!!!

cenotaphed.muzique - suraya by indigo
cenotaphed.mood - excited



im staring 2 a figure of yin yang right now...
im starting 2 think of something...
that we are a part of black, and a part of white (not that caucasian white)...
we are good, at the same time, we are bad...

to bad it is so difficult to balance it...
keep it low, or keep it hype?

uhhhh..... today is 26th august 2006...
my dearest mommy's birthday!!!
happy birthday mak!!! i luv you so much!
~i know u would not know that this stuff im typing right now exists...
but that doesn't matter... i still luv you!

dude~ 2morrow going 2 lake garden, monday got test, tuesday got presentation
haf 2 do this do that... hehe i luve it!

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im thinking of a new quote rather than what is cenotaph? thingie...
so starting this post, im going to quote what im hearing 2 right now and what is my current mood... so here it goes...

cenotaphed.muzique ~ hello by lionel richie... ~
cenotaphed.mood ~ hello? is it me that u looking for? i miss the feeling of the passion to luve
someone... ~